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Micole Khemarrica
Murphy's Law strikes again...

There are times I wonder why I bother.

I have been on a serious lack-of-drawing streak for months now. Last month, I finally got back into the groove with a massive project for the impending con (T minus 4 days now) and I can't finish it in time. So, I will have nothing new or interesting to sell for the con. I cannot find any of the preprinted button-sheets for the existing designs, I don't have enough supplies to do the two existing CD compilations. Finally, as Murphy Law smacks me on the head yet again, the backlight of my laptop has failed, so I can't even work on coloring stuff at the con.

I'm no Max Blackrabbit regarding sketchbooks, and there's not much apparent interest in personalized buttons, and it's really getting me down that I can't get my act together 2 months before a con like I should. The stuff that makes me the most money are other artists having me make buttons of their art, which I enjoy doing but certainly doesn't make me feel positive towards my own art.

Maybe this will be the last year I'll be a dealer. Unless something drastic happens in the good luck department, I don't think I can handle the stress and frustration anymore.

Current Mood: anxious anxious

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From: jinxtigr Date: July 14th, 2003 10:54 pm (UTC) (Link)
Hang in there- you have a LOT on your plate, you know! Maybe it's just that NOW isn't the time to be a dealer. Would you enjoy going to the con without being a dealer?
*hug* if I don't catch up to you at AC, due to all the usual determined scampering about...
doodlesthegreat From: doodlesthegreat Date: July 15th, 2003 06:48 am (UTC) (Link)
Like Protocat, you're one of a handful of people who make me regret not being able to go to the con. All I can do is offer my hope that everything will end up okay for you in the end.
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